Amber Waves

I’m back my beautiful readers! Happy belated 4th of July to all of my USA readers!! Sorry to leave you all hanging but there has been A LOT going on since my last post. So gather round children, get your cocktail and pull up a chair…

After finding old letters between Car Boy and Ex-Bitch, I was upset, of course, but still wondering if there was some small opportunity that I might be able to salvage the relationship. So, as I sat in our apartment wondering what to do, I decided to move all of Car Boy’s stuff to the spare room. I wasn’t even looking for any further proof of his cheating when I stumbled across a CD labeled, “Photos”. When I popped it into my computer, I noticed the label read: “Mexico”. At first I assumed it was just photos of his family but then I saw the date and realized they were photos from his recent trip when he went down for his father’s funeral. I was speechless and couldn’t believe my eyes when I realized I was looking at a collection of photos of him and the Ex-Bitch. You all read the posts when his Dad died; I sat at home totally sad and depressed for him and he went out drinking and partying with his girlfriend in Mexico!!!

Needless to say, if I had any doubts about the survival of our relationship at that point they all disappeared. I can’t call her the “Ex” anymore because he never broke up with her! You see, my beautiful readers, I was not his girlfriend/fiancé, I was the other woman!!! He had lied to both of us and when she found out about me on Facebook in May, she wasn’t trying to threaten me, she was trying to warn me!!!

I would have been fine if the story ended there, however, it gets worse!

Car Boy is a professional Con Man! After contacting his family (whom he never let me meet but constantly ran off to “spend time with”), I learned that every single thing he ever did or told me was a complete lie. Our entire relationship and the person that I loved so much was a complete and total lie. His family (who turns out, is the most wonderful group of people ever!) were extremely supportive and even helped me move out of our apartment. They have been estranged from him for years because he has already taken advantage of every person in their family and even ruined his brother’s dream of becoming a cop due to the liability of having that kind of relation.

He is a very baaaaaaad man!

So, what do I do now? I could sit at home and cry into my pillow every night, or eat gallons of Ben & Jerry’s while I wallow on the couch but, I’m over it. Finding those pictures and learning everything I learned was closure enough. Selling his valuable possessions for mere pennies on Craigslist helped too! But I’m done, I’m ready to turn the page and I’m not looking back. In fact, I’m already seeing someone new and I’ve even had a pretty good make-out session with a local bartender I’ve been crushing on for a few months!

That’s right bitches, LipSmacker is BAAAAACK!!!

Did I get my heart broken? Yes. Did I learn a HUGE lesson? Yes. Do I still get sad when I think about a wasted year and wasted love? Yes. But then I remember how totally sexy I am and I realize how lucky I am that I didn’t marry him and I go buy a new pair of shoes and I feel MUUUUUUUUCH better!